artwork by patriciasoliani

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

I am BAd father..I mean, really BAD!

Me sakit si Cianna for the past 2 days na..una sipon lang then naging ubo na nauwi sa lagnat pero nawawala din naman pag nag-take ng gamot..pero siempre just to be sure, nag decide kami pa -check up kahapon just in case kelangan ng antibiotic.

So maaga akong nag-out from work at sinundo ko yung mag-ina ko sa bahay..Pumunta kami sa hospital na pinagtatrabahuhan ng kumander ko.

Pagdating dun sa pediatric clinic, siempre dahil staff naman si misis kaya kakilala na ang mga doctors..in other words, makikisingit lang kami sa mga pasyente, di na kami magpa-file at magbabayad ng consultation etc hehehe..

so habang naghihintay kami matapos yung isang pasyente, naengganyo maglaro si Cianna sa play area next to the clinic..si misis naman nakikipag-tsika muna sa mga nakapuwesto sa nurse station..so ako ang nakatutok kay Cianna..

nung time na yun, me 2 batang tingin ko e magkapatid..Egyptian sila, 4 years old siguro yung panganay at mga 3 din siguro yung kapatid..pareho silang babae..sa play area, siempre may slide, rocking horsey-horsey, ball house..si Cianna siempre nakakita ng bata, tendency dun agad lumapit para maglaro sa slide..kaso ayaw sya pasakayin sa slide nung mas panganay na bata, tinutulak tulak, hinaharang...

First action ko, sinutsutan ko muna si Cianna, calling her attention para lumayo na lang..kaso siempre bata, nagpilit pa rin umakyat..ayun, bigla na lang syang sinundot sa pisngi nung isang bata..sundot na parang patulak sa pisngi..parang sampal na daliri ang ginamit..si misis ko nag react din agad kahit nasa me nurse station, sinita nya yung bata sa arabic...pero dedma..yung bata pa ang matapang sabay lapit sa nanay nya.

ako naman tumayo agad ako para kargahin si Cianna at ilayo..gusto kong sitahin yung batang babae pero ang kunsitidorang nanay nakatingin lang at hindi man lang natinag sa nakita...mahirap lang kasi sitahin, mapapaaway ka na nga..talo ka pa sa lakas ng boses at bunganga...ganyan ang mga lahing nila, walang katwiran.

maya-maya, bumalik sa paglalaro si Cianna...yung lokang bata gusto pa atangng balikan ang anak ko e sa me tapat ko dadaan..tiempo, nakita ko yung nanay nakatalikod ..HINARANG KO YUNG LEG KO sa dadaanan nung bata..sakto!!! NAPATID sya, daplag sa rubber mat...hindi nakaimik kahit nung tumayo, parang takot na nakatingin lang sa akin tapos bumalik na sa upuan nila...sinundan ko ng masamang tingin..si misis ko kita rin pala ginawa ko, nakangiti lang pero tinitignan din ng masama yung bata..ayun hindi naman na nagsumbong sa nanay nya..

Huh?!...akala nya papalagpasin ko ginawa nya ke Cianna ha...

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Everything Happens for a Reason

credits to the original writer:

Sometimes people come into your life
and you know right away that
they were meant to be there...
to serve some sort of purpose, teach you
a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become.

You never know who these people may be,
but when you lock eyes with
them, you know that very moment
that they will affect your life in some
profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you
at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair,
but in reflection you realize
that without overcoming those obstacles
you would have never realized
your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything Happens For A Reason
Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck.
Illness injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity
all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests
life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere.
Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life.....
The successes and downfalls that you experience can create who you are,
and the bad experiences can be learned from.
In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If
someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them
because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance
of being cautious to whom you open your heart to. If someone loves
you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you
but because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes
to little things.

Make every day count.......
Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly
can, for you may never be able to experience it again.
Talk to people you have never talked to
before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set
your sights high. Hold your head up because you have every right to.
Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself,
for if you don't believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you.
Create your own life and then go out and live it.

Saturday, June 7, 2008

Isang araw, walang magawa..

It was one of those very rare days.. nandito ako sa desk ko, staring blankly at my monitor..walang magawa kahit alam ko may research akong dapat tapusin. Parang ang tahi-tahimik ng araw ko kahit ang mga tao sa paligid ko me kanya-kanyang business, ewan ko kung nagtatrabaho ba o nagkukunwari lang, pero mukha silang busy..samantalang ako, bored..nakailang tingin na ako sa relo, tagal pa ng uwian..

Ang totoo nito, kanina pang umaga masama ang timpla ko..sabado sickness ata..ewan, masakit ang ulo ko kahit ang aga pa lang, bandang tanghali parang iba pakiramdam ko talaga kaya bumaba muna ko sa mezzanine ng building namin- may clinic doon..nagpakuha ako ng BP, naku sabi ko na nga ba iba pakiramdam ko 140/90..normal pero nasa high level..binigyan naman ako ng pang-pababa..lecheng Pork Spare Ribs kahapon, alam ko yun me kasalanan heheh..sige na nga kasalanan ko na, alam ko ng bawal kumain pa rin..

Hapon na matamlay pa rin ako, wala sa mood mag trabaho..sige basa basa lang kung ano makita sa internet..browse dito, browse doon..hanggang...whatttt? PATAY NA SI DABOY?
shitee..Daboy as in Rudy Fernandez?!..natalo rin ng kanser tsk tsk.bigla lalo ako nanamlay..

Kahit di naman ako kilala nun siempre nakakalungkot din..kita ko lang siya dati ang lakas-lakas pa, matikas pero wala rin, naibagsak din ng sakit....kahit talaga anong yaman o lakas ng isang tao, basta dinatnan ng sakit...si Paquito Diaz nakita ko rin nung isang araw sa Balitang K ( Handa na ba kayo?)..di ko na rin makilala, wala na rin ang tindig, wala na rin ang bigote..

Napaisip tuloy ako...adik pala ako sa pelikulang Pilipino?..

Hindi naman, napaisip lang ako..kung sila ngang malalakas, mayayaman, natatalo ng sakit..paano pa kaya ang gaya ko? Ngayon pa nga lang kung anu-ano na ang nararamdaman ko...shitee..Ayoko atang makita ang sarili kong buto't balat na nakaratay na lang sa kama...

Leche, tama na nga ang spare ribs!

Monday, June 2, 2008

Cianna's Little Mind

My little princess is now officially a preschooler..yes she is..

Today is her first day at a her nursery..Matagal na namin
actually plan na i-enrol sya sa isang preschool so she can socialize
with other kids her age and let her be prepared for next year when the
ACTUAL schooling starts.

Since yesterday when she learned that she will be attending her
first day today, makulit na excited..."cianna go school" daw..paulit
ulit..And so today, ginising ko sya ng bandang 7:30 am and told her its
time to go..excited naman na naligo, nagbihis and all..Then I took her
to the nursery just a few blocks
from ours..Siempre kelangan ko din munang mag-stay konti to help her
familiarize with the new faces..nung dumating kami meron lang siguro 4-5 kids..Indian..kahit yung nanny/teacher Indian din pero ok lang para ma-expose siya sa English
conversations..ramdam ko nahihiya/naiilang pa yung bata, usual first
day jitters...ayaw bumaba sa pagkakarga sa akin pero patingin tingin
naman sa paligid..


The place is Ok naman...its actually an apartment converted to a neighborhood day-care/babysitting/playschool..Its good enough for a small group of preschooler..

And
there she goes..Cianna is this little girl in front..nung makita nya
ang play area, kinalimutan na ang jitters nya at pati ako hehee...I
just kissed her and said Im going to the office..she replied OK sige
then goes back to play..

Pagdating ko sa office, I called her
nanny/teacher to check on her..I asked if Cianna cried when I
left...She said no she's still playing..

Ok, I think she will be fine....Bata nga naman.

Dream Jobs

napulot ko na naman sa web ( credits to the writer)...ang sarap talaga nung gusto mo na nga yung ginagawa mo, kumikita ka pa...

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A Dream Career Come True

By Clare Kaufman

Do what you love, as the saying goes, and the money will follow. But is it really possible to get paid to play? Believe it or not, with the right education and career training, you can work at the job you've always dreamed of. After all, if you find a job you love, work will always be fun!

Here's a look at some of the coolest jobs around, and how you can land one yourself.

1. Chocolate Taster

Yes, your business card could read 'Professional Chocolate Taster" or "Freelance Consultant in the Chocolate Field." Chocolate tasters help chocolate makers develop new flavors, ensure quality, and perform market research.

Extensive chocolate-tasting experience alone won't land you this dream job. Tasters recommend culinary school or pastry chef training, with an emphasis in business courses such as marketing and product development.

2. E-Commerce Entrepreneur

From photography to pet grooming, you can turn just about any hobby into a home business. E-commerce entrepreneurs sell products, services, and/or advertising space via a website "storefront."As an e-commerce entrepreneur, you have access to the ultimate market for any hobby--the world. An online marketing degree will help you find that market, and make a name for your business in cyberspace.

3. Fashion Buyer

You love to shop... why not get paid for it? Fashion buyers make their living attending fashion shows, spotting trends, and buying clothing that sells.

Besides an eye for fashion, buyers typically have a fashion merchandising degree. Fashion schools offer courses in fashion design and industry trends, as well as business skills such as budgeting, inventory management, and negotiation.

4. Video Game Designer

All those hours spent playing video games can pay off--and pay well--in a video game design career. Video game designers are involved at every stage of a game's development, from concept to layout to programming.

Graphic design college offers the technical background you'll need to get into this cool career, including video game design courses in animation and 2D and 3D graphics.

5. Wardrobe Stylist

Stars aren't just born with glamour, their wardrobe stylists create it for them. Wardrobe stylists are image consultants with a fashion sense. They create the look that makes a celebrity shine on stage, on the red carpet, at photo shoots, or around town.

Fashion design school can help you launch a career as a wardrobe stylist. Besides gaining a valuable credential, you'll make contacts in a business where networking is everything.

6. Movie Animator

A movie animator brings animated characters and fictional worlds to life using computer graphics technology. Industry pioneers Pixar and ILM have elevated movie animation to an art form, with applications that simulate facial expressions, natural textures, and movement.

A career in movie animation begins with graphic arts training via an animation degree. Online graphic design courses for movie animators range from software programming to film production.

7. Sports Psychologist

"The spirit, the will to win, and the will to excel are the things that endure," said legendary NFL coach Vince Lombardi. As a sports psychologist, you could put this advice to work helping athletes achieve their full potential through psychological counseling.

An online master degree in psychology can get you started in sports psychology. Many psychology schools offer sports-related courses such as motivation management and athletics counseling.

8. Sports Massage Therapist

Another crucial player in an athlete's support team is the sports massage therapist. Sports massage provides an extra edge for athletes, preventing injuries and keeping muscles in optimum condition.

Massage therapy schools offer hands-on practice and training in anatomy, physiology, kinesiology, body mechanics, and basic business skills. Following massage therapy school, graduates take the national certification exam.

9. Sports Marketer

Sports fans know better than anyone how to inspire enthusiasm for the game. Those buzz-generating skills can lead to a career in sports marketing, promoting and managing athletes, teams, or sports events.

Besides a passion for sports, sports marketers must earn at least a bachelor's degree inmarketing, sports management, or business administration. For a real resume boost, consider an online MBA in sports marketing.

10. NASCAR Mechanic

The ultimate auto mechanic career can be found in the NASCAR pit stop. NASCAR mechanics are an integral part of the race team, ensuring that the vehicle operates at peak performance.

The ability to do lightning speed maintenance on a racecar does not develop through sheer enthusiasm for the sport. NASCAR mechanics rely on specialized technician training in everything from basic automotive maintenance to fabricating and welding.

The best jobs are those that pay you to do what you would otherwise do for free. But the path from hobby to career is not always straightforward. You may come across your ideal job, or invent the position that fits your passions perfectly. Whichever course you choose, education and career training can bring you one step closer to a job you love

5 Causes of Rapid Aging

by Dr. Maoshing Ni


Most people are aware that negative lifestyle habits like smoking and excessive alcohol can lead to rapid aging. But what about the repeated stress and poor nutrition that are so often a part of a high-pressure style of living today? Read on to see what could be causing rapid aging in your life.

1. Poor Diet
What you eat probably affects your health more than anything else you do. When you eat a poor diet—fatty, processed, or fried foods and simple sugars—you invite rapid aging by burdening your body with chemical additives and trans-fats and depriving your body of essential nutrients. On the other hand, when you eat the life-giving foods, you prevent disease and improve organ functioning.

In general, your diet should consist of a wide array of colors and balance of organic sources of lean protein, complex carbohydrates, whole grains, legumes, nuts, fruits, and vegetables. Numerous studies show that the different pigments in the skins of fruits and vegetables are powerful antioxidants that are crucial for maintaining health, preventing cancer, and protecting against environmental toxins.

Avoid fatty foods, processed or fried foods. Keep dairy to a minimum because most dairy products are high in saturated fat. Take candy, sugar, soda, and all simple sugars out of your diet. Excess sugar gets stored as fat in your body, which spells in weight gain—a sure path to cardiovascular disease, hypertension, and diabetes. You truly are what you eat, so eat well!

2. Unhappiness
Unhappiness does not only depress your mood, it also negatively affects your health. In fact, depressed, unhappy people are twice as likely to develop heart disease. And it has been confirmed that personality profile Type C—people that tend towards melancholy, depression, and excessive worry—are prone to develop cancer. Do not underestimate the power of your mind. Your experience is determined by the energy you embody, and in the end, it is your choice to have a negative perception or a positive attitude in reaction to life's breakdowns.

Years ago, I had the pleasure of working with the late Norman Cousins. His research showed that the mind has a powerful influence on many physiological functions, including the immune system. He found that an increase in immune killer cells that attack cancer occurred in cancer patients who experienced 30 minutes of deep belly laughter every day for twelve weeks. Laughter also increases the release of endorphins, compounds that give you a sense of well-being. Undoubtedly, joyful people liver longer and healthier lives.

3. Lack of Exercise
I have never met a healthy person or centenarian that lived a physically inactive life. Exercise is essential for a healthy metabolism, proper energy circulation, and the expelling of cellular wastes. Being overweight and inactive is a surefire path to rapid aging and a host of diseases. Cardiovascular exercise is the key to speeding up your metabolism, burning excess calories, and fighting body fat. Brisk walking, hiking, jogging, swimming, bicycling, stair climbing-the options are endless for cardio health! Exercise for 30 minutes at 60-80% of your MHR (You can find this number by subtracting your age from 220.) Regular exercise is also the key to preventing non-insulin-dependent diabetes, which is the fastest growing disease in industrialized countries throughout the world.

You can stave off rapid aging to your muscles, joints, and tendons by practicing exercises that extend your range of motion; some options include tai chi, qigong and yoga. Check out simple tai chi moves that you can learn easily in my book, Harmony Tai Chi by clicking here. Also, moderate load-bearing exercises are essential for bone density and muscle strength. Don't forget when you are exercising to always warm up and cool down properly to avoid injury.

4. Stress
Stress is a huge byproduct of our busy lives and it takes a tremendous toll on our health. Our body's "survival mode" gets turned on all too often these days. When you are experiencing stress, your body is programmed to go into fight-or-flight mode, a state that requires a lot of energy. Adrenaline is released from the adrenal gland, and it tells the body to convert stored sugar from the liver to glucose because the energy needs of the body increase substantially during the supposed fight-or-flight scenario.

Unfortnately, this scenario almost never plays out and the excess blood sugar that never got used ends up being stored as fat—inevitably resulting in weight gain. What's more, all of this stress continually depletes your body of its energy resources until it crumples under the overload, leading to adrenal exhaustion, a nervous breakdown, or a broken-down immune system.

To stay stress-free, remember to breathe deeply all day. And give yourself a break! You are a human, not a machine. Try taking a 15-minute powernap during your lunch break. If you only have 5 minutes to spare, just closing your eyes will release tension. Better still, consider taking up meditation, a great way to dissolve stress. To learn more about how to use meditation to decrease stress, click here.

5. Lack of Sleep
There's no way around it: the average adult needs seven to eight hours of quality sleep every night to maintain health. Consider that your immune system drops by an average of 60% after just three nights of poor sleep. Without sufficient "recovery time" each night, you will run your body down and wear out your life force, paving the way for disharmony and disease.

I hope you find the ways to live long and live strong! I invite you to visit often and share your own personal health and longevity tips with me.

May you live long, live strong, and live happy!

-Dr. Mao

Sunday, June 1, 2008

If you can't laugh at yourself...

My visa is expiring in a few days kaya kinailangan ko mag-prepare ng ID pictures para sa mga renewal papers..Ok, nothing wrong with that..except natuwa/natawa lang ako sa hitsura ko sa ID picture ko..hahahaha..sige hindi ko naman sana papansinin..kaso siempre me mga malalakas mang-asar na anjan lang sa paligid (eherm)

kaya eto nagkaroon ako ng idea..halukayin ang baul..sige game..patigasan na ng mukha kahit laitin nyo na ako hahahahahah!..maski ako natatawa sa sarili ko lechugas!

hum
anda na kayo..kalimutan kahit saglit ang problema at makitawa..lapit-lapit..minsan-minsan lang to..

unahin natin ito..ang aking kasalukuyang hitsura..(2008)




Parang congressman na walang ginagawa sa kongreso kundi tumanggap ng lagay at magpataba sa kurakot at mga illegal dealings..

















now..lets go back 5 years earlier..(2003)







eto ang mukhang sanggano/ex-convict na kandidato..kahit nabihisan ng maayos, mukhang di pa rin pagkakatiwalaan..

















kaya pa ba? di pa tapos..lets go back further..10 years ago ( 1998)



















mukhang patay gutom na barangay tanod na gustong maging kapitan..







ayan tapos na..puede na kayong uminum ng tubig at mahismasan..